I AM SO SORRY
26/7/2011 Tuesday
when i succeed in one thing, i failed in another thing.
i am so sorry.
i thought i can be proud of myself as i accomplished my notes for psy. but then. i didnt notice my phone. my friend called me and even text-ed me both twice yet i didnt notice that till hours later.
i failed as a person in charge.
eonnie gave me her trust in controlling the korean club. yet, i failed to follow.
i failed as a person in charge.
though i am busy in something not wasteful but useful, yet, i didnt manage to do well my duty as a committee in charge.
i'm not a responsible person.
i am so sorry to my friend and teacher as i didnt inform them earlier.
as what my sis told me before:"do not expect something or anything, expect they know or expect they are told, it can really lead to danger"
yes, is my fault for expecting that they knew. and they remember.
i expected and this lead to bad situation.
i know i should not be forgiven, but, at least. please let me say, i am so sorry.
I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY.
Miss Ripley
25/7/2011 Monday
*to be updated*
OMONA~ i hope so that da hae eonnie didnt act in this drama...
HAPPY OR SAD ?
THEME : HAPPY
23/7/2011 Saturday
*TO BE UPDATED*
THEME : SAD
23/7/2011 Saturday
today is yet another good day?
I doubt, i missed the chance of watching "top band" in kbs world as i mis-remember the time slot for it, which i looked for gmt +9 instead of +8. and i even missed the chance to relearn the band's name that i love (since they are GO-MI-NAM), but managed to watch their performance.
I doubt, again. My 2nd sis. I'm not sure whether she is my sis or should i say though we live in the same house for 18th years, still i dont understand her much. She can just be angry for a sudden and for a reason-less. When i looked at her, she gave me that eyes. She are a brilliant in making other people's day gone like no one's business.
It isnt even due to pms, during ms or after ms. Plus, i am the one that are having. may be i have better EQ than her. may be i have better SQ than her. all she is better than me is IQ?
i doubt her best friends knew anything about these. or maybe they knew her better than i do?
seriously, WHO ARE U?
OR
IT IS JUST MY WRONG THOUGHT OF HER?
OMG ~ SORRY.
Proud-to-Proud & Out-to-Go
22/7/2011 Friday
^^proud proud proud ~ IMMA PROUD OF MYSELF ~
surprisingly i had the passion and motive to clean and arrange my table after months of piling up books, papers and dusts on my table. Finally, i managed to clean up and rearranged. when i told my friend about this, sadly, they knew my trick - dumping stuff into drawer. OMG ~ failed to praise myself instead being figured out.
^^ out out out ~ out with friends today to celebrate one of my friends be-late-late-late-late-late-ed birthday. i feel so sorry for not able to celebrate her birthday on time or even just few days before or just few days after. but, we end up celebrate her birthday weeks after that, hopefully she dont mind much.
The present i bought for her(share with others) is a domo-kun shirt. It is cute, but not as cute as what v both seen before. Hope she like the present.
i have a great time chatting with them about everything, such as life, love, and living. Everyone having their own stress. Everyone having their own excitement. and so on.
However, i feel sad that we cant gathering together often or even seldom, but once in a blue moon now as different course of pre-u will have different break time different test time. I feel scare too that we cant be as close as before, and i feel that our friendship as become further apart.
It is really hard to maintain a friendship or relationship especially time is not giving you any chance. Soon or later, we may even feel awkward when we meet each other.
But life still go on.
well, met with best friend, tengy after that. and without saying, it is always fun to hang out with them.
IMMA so excited for our(me & teng) 10th years friendship next year. A blink of eye, we have grown from a kiddy to a young adult. it is great to know that we are still having a strong bond of friendship. though we fought some times, we still care for each other. Hope this friendship will last forever and ever even for the next life time. =)
*pictures to be uploaded...some time later xP
RTM ♥
YES ~! RTM ♥
21/7/2011 Thurs.
what is rtm u say? rtm = rehat tidur makan
my routine for today was RTM. After i woke up, i went fb for a while before going to have my brunch. and then, i rest while watching another ep of heartstring.
inner-self of me was arguing against each other whether or not to pack my table and st
art work or to watch drama and rest myself for another day.
well, obviously the lazy me won again.
after an ep of heartstring, i tidur for almost half of the day. ♥ and ohmy, it was fun, though i had a weird weird dream of me myself witness a crime. blablabla. then, awaken by my dad to take bath.
then, continue with my day with playing computer again. =)
IMMA TOO STRESS-LESS AM I? XD
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saw u on net again. and again, i hope so much that i could talk to u.
well, i love ur new profile picture. i love each and every photos u have to be honest.
they are picturesque.
and u, u reminded me of how i used to love these kind of picturesque photos before. and u, u ignited the light in me, the light that have a high passion on admiring those pro photographers that can change anything objects or living things that are so common into something that seems so special and unique.
i used to collect all kinds of photos that are mesmerizing, such as nature. though it is just a common scenery, those photographers can turn these common scenery to something amazing something inspiring by just one "touch".
HARRY POTTER DAY
The day has finally come...
20/7/2011
the Harry Potter Day ~!
i watched the final part with my sis and her friends.
i had a another great day. ^^
plus ; we saw two couple koreans watching harry potter with us too ~
it was a surprise to see koreans around.
maybe is time that i get used to it.
but it gona take some time for me to get used...
my sis are a big spoiler, since she read the whole story of Harry Potter.
"this does not really happen, this not... that not..."
LOL ~ please sis i'll just follow my version
- the movie version - of Harry Potter. XD
she was nervous when waiting the show start,
should i say she is a great fan of harry potter?
anyway, i gona watch all the series of Harry Potter again ... if i have the time ~
my sis's friends really are funny...i love them...they made me laugh a lot. it aint any uncomfortable-ness when going out with them.
sadly, there cant any photos to kept it as memory, as my sis and her friends do not belong to a group that likes to take photos much.
AAH~ this morning, my dad brought us to the library. it is my very first as a teen to national library. it's been a long time since i last went there(when i was still a kid.)
man, seriously, the national library is really small especially the borrow corner(books that are allowed to borrow home). they should put more books on borrowing corner, this way, more people will read rather than wasting their time in something else.
especially, those books are not categorized in order, no matter it is romance, philosophy, horror, etc, books are organized all together though they are obviously not the same kind.
if they put a little more effort in categorizing, i'm sure more malaysians will borrow more books to read as they can easily find books of their interest.
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sometimes i have this feeling that i do not belong to anywhere.
whenever i go online, i always saw my friends having great great fun camwhore-ing with their "GANG".
i know i shouldn't care much of the gang part, but , still, i cant stop but thinking, who am i, where do i really belong to.
each and everyone have their own gang. whenever they go, they are together.
either for a trip, or a outing (shopping).
either for a movie, or a makan-ing.
as for me, ...
i dont know, or maybe, i'll never know or never will have known.
everytime, i feel lost, even with my best friends, i feel i cant fit with them well, or, dont fit well.
they always have their common interest, common liking, and common problems.
i feel stress. when i do not have what stress they are encountering, such as relationship problem.
maybe i am too stress out for those that i dont have?
whenever i told my friend with r'ship problem that those were they journey that everyone need to go through in their life.
i paused.
i think.
when is my journey for that happen? will i ever encounter those? or i should be happy that i'm not?
BRAND NEW?
Going through my old posts, i can conclude that i am a childish yet amazing in some way and also a crazy kpop fans.
but, rather than keeping those posts, i removed everything in order to start over again - for my BRAND NEW blog.
in order to keep it fresh for me to re-read my new post, new classic template is used.
however, in the time coming, i may change the template.
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right, let's talk about my day~!
19/7/2011, TUE.
NORAEBANG DAY ♥
it has been ages since i last go karaoke with any of my friends.
though my best friends promised me long ago, this promise as not been succeed for months.
lucky, i have my two eonnie, jojo and cindy to teman me for sing k.
PLUS, sing kpop songs ^^ finally without the need of holding back on choosing k-songs.
I had a great fun, but time flies. Our noraebang session ended really quickly.
Hopefully there will next time.
I'll keep this sweet moment with eonnies in my heart till the next trip with them again ^^.
extra sweet moment, i saw really handsome KOREAN~! it seems that more and more koreans are in our uni. but why they came so late in july~? i have few more months leave before going to degree. going to degree means most probably no studying there ady~? SAD ~
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i know it is wrong but i cant stop thinking of you. whenever i saw u on net, i have the urge to talk to you. but, i knew what you will reply - a word.
it still appear fresh in mind of you standing side of her...i wana just grab you away from her side, and talk anything under the sky with you, but there doesnt seems any conversation gona form between.
i tried my very best not to think what may you think of me, the more i think the more i am afraid that you may hate me you may feel disgust of my existence. the more i am afraid the more timid i'll be to the extend no single word can be related to you.
