Found and lost?: STALK

Sunday, August 21, 2011

told me myself not to do this anymore. but. just when i saw him on fb... i am tempted to do so.

STALK~!

thought i cant see much as he does not have many new wall post or etc. i still wana go and have a look about his "life".

not been talking with him for a sentence...or even a word~!

i never ever have this chance...again/?

i know i had given the chance, not just once but more than once in being "alone" with him. i mean just the two of us, no friends around us.

but , every time i let the chance pass through, ... ... ...

and every time, the same old thing that i did is, silence.

yes, i let the chance pass, and this chance had been taken by that girl.

i know i dont have rights to hate/jealous of that girl..."do i?"

now i am not sure what am i talking about.

remembering, that day.

somehow i hoped to meet you at the library, but somehow, you were with that girl.

i didnt hope more to this . i just wana meet you, maybe this can help me in my math test later/?

what if you are still taking the same math as i do? will you still be as close with her? or vice versa with me? *sounds impossible*

may be i should have more courage in giving up, not thinking about anything anymore.

maybe love life is not what i should be in. maybe being just normal is just what i am and who i am. MAYBE.